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There is a dragon preserve near my home. A large tract of land given over to the preservation of these endangered and protected creatures. The Order of St. George has much to answer for; some breeds are gone forever, thanks to their irresponsible vendetta.

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I have written to Arthur about my concerns. I expect an answer shortly.
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Some practical advice.

An uair a léumas e an Fheill-Brìghde, cha'n earb an sionnach 'earball ris an deigh. When Candlemas is past, the fox won't trust his tail to the ice.

There may be hard frost at that season, but it cannot be depended on.
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A very cool series of related dreams. Read more... )

It was when I woke up that I realized why everyone kept calling me Deusie. From Ducis.
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Well, that's done. I made contact with Academy and told them about the Rockbottom glastig and the dead standing stone. The seer on duty told me that it might be a a moon or more before anyone could be spared to come investigate; they'll let me know to expect someone.

I suspect it will be a long while before anyone comes, Lopehold is a fair distance from Academy. Several lands lie between and some of the Gates are a fair distance apart. And if the Gates are failing, help may never come.

I cannot leave home at this time so any plans to visit Rivermark Town will have to be set aside for the forseeable time.

I did, however, reach out to a colleague who resides nigh on Rivermark Town for an introduction to one of the witches of Rivermark Town. I suppose I should have done that in the first place, but it means depending on someone else and ... I find that a difficult thing to do. He gave me a few directions. I will contact them when I have recovered more fully from this bout of recent scrying. Connecting with Academy took a great deal out of me.
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It isn't easy to converse with the fae. Most of them don't bother to learn mortal tongue (no more than that of mortals taking the time to learn fae languages), instead they cast a glamour that persuades mortals that we understand them. That works about as well as any glamour; which is to say, with indifferent success. That's how several mortals listening to the same fae at the same time can "hear" different things.

But the glastig took the effort to speak to speak to me with mortal words. Or word. "Closed." That's all she would say, over and over again. She was so insistent that I decided to investigate. I left the village matron with her, gathered up Dis, and went to the standing stone on the moor, where she was found.

Dis is a rock goblin, rooted in this land, not in Faerie. Being a rock goblin, he can ... not exactly converse ... but ... understand, maybe ... the stones and bones of the land. He doesn't have much glamour, only enough to convince the unwary that he's naught more than a rather large stone. I've learned enough of his language to understand some of what he says and he's learned enough of mine to do the same. Neither of us can speak the language of the other - physical impossibilities, I believe. Anyway, communication is possible.

The standing stone was not entirely born of the bones of the moors, he told me. There is something of Faerie about it. That wasn't surprising, considering the ceremonies the locals conduct there. From the state the glastig was in when found and by her lamentations and painful words to me, I suspect that the stone was a Gate into one of the lands of Faerie. A Gate that closed on her unexpectedly. That is what I expected Dis to tell me.

What he did say surprises me and worries me. I'm not entirely certain of this, but I think he said that ... that the stone is dead. The implication was cold and dead, like a corpse that's been lying out for a while so that all semblance of life has fled.

Dis is living stone, as I am living flesh. Perhaps to him all rock is alive, somehow? Perhaps as alive as a tree or flower ... or an animal? ... is to me? The Spirit of God flows through all life and is excreted as magic. Does Their Spirit also flow through minerals and other matter?

What can kill rock? Whatever happened drained all the magic from the area. Could it have been some necromantic rite?

I have informed the local Border Guard; she will send word on to the central authorities. I suspect that I will have to send word to the Academy wizards. This is beyond my knowledge, beyond my understanding, and far, far beyond the capabilities of a village witch.

When I returned to the bothy, I found the glastig gone and the matron sitting in a mazement. A simple glamour, I broke it easily, but she was unable to tell me what had happened. I guess that the glastig left of her own; there are no signs that she was taken unwilling. I told the villagers to contact me if they encounter her again, then I left, heading back to my cottage. Maigret Black and Smitham will have to wait.
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My plans are derailed.

A couple of hunters found a glastig in distress not far from Rockbottom. She was collapsed at the base of one of the standing stones on the moors, clawing her hands bloody and crying out with a voice destroyed.

I had her taken to a nearby bothy to treat. Too far to take her back to the cottage.

At first I thought that my patient was a victim of persecution. Some people treat glastigs as nuisances and vermin. They drive them out of their territory or otherwise persecute them. But glastigs are a necessary part of the wild community. They shepherd the wildlife; especially deer and wild goats. This can put them at odds with careless hunters who don't treat the hunt with the proper respect.

The hunters of Rockbottom are not careless or disrespectful. They are keeping me supplied with meat and fuel and coming to check on the glastig.

She is exhausted and weak. I don't understand her speech, which is not surprising. Fae, even wild and solitary fae, don't speak in human tongues. Mortals can sometimes understand something of what they wish to tell us, but only if they wish us to.

Luckily, one of the goatherds is part fae and therefore has increased understanding. When they brought him to the bothy, he was half-wild himself. Strange of speech and disinclined to enter the hut. But he managed to convey some understanding of the glastig's mutterings.

"Closed. Closed. I knock but it doesn't open."

I asked. The stone whereupon they found her has a local reputation. The hunters of Rockbottom leave offerings there, either asking for luck on the hunt or leaving some part of the bag. Maidens bring flowers and ask for signs of who they will love and matrons leave special baked goods when they pray for protection for their families.

I have been absorbed these past few days with taking care of the glastig. She's finally stable enough that I can risk leaving her to the care of a village elder while I go to back to the stone whereupon she was found. I hope to find some reason for her distress and condition.
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Good witch. Bad witch.

I'd like to say that there's no such thing; that's there only witch, but the truth is that anything a being can do can be twisted for selfish and immoral purposes. Even the craft. But not even necromancy is inherently bad. Death is not bad, no more than birth is good. They are both aspect of living.

In one land, they say that would-be witches undergo an ordeal to attain their powers. They begin wearing a white cloak, to indicate their novice status. At the end of the ordeal, the cloak is red or black. Red witches deal with death, disease, and damage. Black witches with life and healing.

They say it, but I'm not sure I believe it. Mother Amary, my mistress in the craft, taught that witchcraft is balance. It's the point between light and shadow, life and death, mortal and fae. All of life is balance. If the balance shifts, it is the responsibility of the witch to restore it.

For example, there was a man who invariably had good luck at the expense of his nearest neighbour. He dammed a spring in his lands that dried up the flow of water to his neighbor. His cattle flourished while his neighbour's sickened. His harvests overflowed the barns, but his neighbour's barely served to keep body and soul together.

After seven years, the rich man's luck turned. The stream diverted to flow into the neighbour's land, drying up the pond he'd created. His cattle got loose and fell victim to a wolf's hunger. His barn burned to the ground, with all the harvest within. He argued that the neighbour had sabotaged him.

In a way, he had. He came to me for help with his string of bad luck and I determined that the first man had obtained a luck charm from somewhere, from Faerie, ultimately; one that spooled off another's luck. The first man had set the charm so that he profited off the second. I found the charm and removed it, replacing it with one that returned the balance of luck to where it belonged.

Was my charm a curse? To the first man, it definitely was. To the second, however, it was a blessing.

Was it evil? Or good? Neither. It was balance.

And the fae charm; was that curse? Again, to the second man, in deed and intent. To the first, again, it was a blessing.

Was the fae charm evil? Not really. Immoral, definitely. It stole the rath of the second man for the benefit of the first, but theft is not evil in and of itself.

That is not to say that there is no evil in the world. Evil is the province of the priest; not the village witch.

I am making preparations to be away for the week or more it will take to travel to Rivermark town to see Maigret Black's grandson. So far, I have visited two of the three hamlets for which I am responsible - Oakdon and Rockbottom.

The bees of Oakdon have agreed to help guard the bounds. A couple of swarms hived off at my request, increasing the coverage. Bees hate goblins. They attack as soon as the creatures approach. Maybe goblins smell like wasps? I don't know. But I do know that if any raiders managed to breach the bounds, my bees will be there to stop them.

Dis agreed, reluctantly, to keep watch at Rockbottom. Rock gnomes are solitary creatures and a scatter of five or ten make Rockbottom home. That's too crowded for my little boulder.

In both communities, I visited the sick and afflicted, leaving potions and remedies as needed. I maintain a couple of curses and one or two blessings in both that I need to check periodically to ensure that they don't warp into something else.

I'm leaving Smitham for last. I want to learn more about Maigret Black, her family and, most importantly, her son the trader and his wife.
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I can't stop thinking about Maigret Black's grandson.

I can't help her. Him. I cannot. It's not allowed and, more to the point, it's not possible.

Witches are tied to their territory. It's a fact. We gain strength through those ties. Without Dis, without Bruney, without the bees ...

There's Pishek, of course. I brought her with me. The others came later, from the lands around the cottage. They lend me strength and focus; buttress my workings to increase the effect; share insights that I'd otherwise miss.

But more to the point, witches do not practice the craft in the territory claimed by others.

It's a rule. Not so much a rule, but understood.

I mean, witches aren't as territorial as ... say ... wizards. And no one is as touchy as a sorcerer. Which proves my point because a town like Rivermark surely has a wizard overwatching the town witches. And even if it doesn't, how can I compete with ... with however many witches there are?

I've never been a town witch. I apprenticed with my village witch; was examined by Academy officials at my home village; and then came here when this post fell vacant. I don't really know anything about craftwork in a town. Or a city.

There has to be someone there to whom Maigret can appeal, right?

If I went ... not that I'm likely to but ... I suppose I could just ...

I have a goodly store of honey that I was planning to send to market. I could take it myself. Tom Trader usually transports it for me. I could go with it. Maybe visit Maigret, assuming that she's gone back to her son's home?

And if the lad has been cursed with the evil eye, it's a simple matter to ...

No! I shouldn't. I couldn't. And I shan't.
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The blacksmith's wife came to see me today. Maigret, her name is. Maigret Black. An important woman hereabouts, and not only because of her husband. The bees warned me she was coming but even so I barely had time to get ready. It's not a good idea for one of the villagers to see me when I'm not expecting company. No one expects a witch to look like the person next door, although they'd be surprised at how many of us there are living seemingly ordinary lives next door.

But I am an official witch and that means I need to look the part.

The reason she almost caught me unawares was the speed with which she came. She must have been almost running to lag the bees so shortly. For that matter, I was surprised that she was there at all, she'd left on a visit to her son in Rivermark town only a few days before.

Turns out, that was the reason for her haste. All was not well at her son's home. She told me that her grandson, a lad of three years age, was under an evil eye and she wanted me to go remove it.

Well, as flattering as that may be, I told her I couldn't. Rivermark town is not in my territory. There's a witch or wizard there in town to whom she should appeal; the one responsible for Rivermark.

I'm a village witch, not a town witch or a wizard. I like being a village witch. I have three hamlets for which I oversee the balance; Smitham, Rockbottom and Oakdon. I have help; the bees, Brunie, and Dis. And Pishek, of course. My cat. I can't even envision what sort of helpers a town witch would employ.

Maigret Black told me that her daughter-in-law wouldn't even consider the idea of bringing in a witch to help and her son ... Maigret's son, that is ... isn't at home at this time to insist. He's off on a trading trip which was why Maigret had decided to visit; to help out in his absence.

According to Maigret, her daughter-in-law ... Sheena ... had called in a doctor who told her that the boy had the falling sickness, for which there is no cure. He suggested that she tie the lad to his cot to keep him from harm.

What kind of advice is that?

The best thing ... the only thing ... that can be done is for Maigret herself to go to the local authorities for help. She's the lad's father's mother, that gives her the right, the power and the authority to insist, even over the boy's mother.

That's what I told her and then I sent her off.

But I don't feel so very happy with myself at the moment. The poor lad.
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Started out at work. One of my young associates was dismantling an old woven ... blanket? tapestry? and preparing the threads - braiding them into different sized ribbons. Another associate was sewing the ribbons onto a backing. They were creating ... recreating ... King Arthur's banner or family shield sort of thing.

Then I was a teenager (not me), high school age, on a field trip with a bunch of others to a college university. We were participating in projects in different fields of study offered by the colleges. My boyfriend had a hobby of exploring abandoned buildings so I wasn't too worried when he didn't show up the first night. Second evening, though, I did begin to worry. By the penultimate day of the visit with no sign of him, I was frantic. Some study had identified the most likely object of his explorations but college authorities refused to do a search ... not because of danger to human life but because human contact/breath/hair/&c might damage the objects stored within - books. I decided to go in and look for him myself - and a bunch of my friends decided to join me with others covering our absence.

At that point my husband woke me up because I had overslept.
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Conservatives like to claim that the United States has lost its way spiritually speaking.

I actually agree that most Western organized religions have done so.

They say that the problem is freedom. Lax morals, non-heterosexuality, refusing to acknowledge male dominance, refusing to grant them unlimited temporal power.

Over-acceptance of differences is what it all comes down to. They want everyone to be exactly like them and everything to be exactly the way that they want things to be.

I think that the problem is exactly the opposite.

Western religion started to go wrong when Christianity got powerful enough to start persecuting the Other. Other religions. Other practices of Christianity. Other ethnicities.

When they began to demonize the spiritual world, in fact, and to deny the gifts of the Spirit. They bred a race of humans who have no connection with the spiritual. That is overly attached to the material world.

The world around us is full of the Spirit and It manifests in so many different ways. There are spirits in the trees, in the flowers, in rocks. We people also put a small fraction of our own spirit into the things around us.

Personal story, I am often called upon to help with the registers when they won't do something they're supposed to. The other day, the franking machine was refusing to verify a check. I took the check, put one hand on top of the machine as I focused on ... well, on telling the machine to work ... and it did. (No point in the story if it hadn't, wot?)

Practically speaking, I did nothing that the other cashier hadn't done, but it worked for me. Maybe because I was paying attention, I put the check in properly/ carefully? But maybe I actually did connect with the spirit of magic. I don't know but I know that my method works.

I know that talking to non-animate things and machines keeps me calm enough that I don't get upset and lose my ability to rationalize and work through an issue.

And I know that if I keep silent and listen ... I will "hear" the answers I need.

Am I Christian? I am a follower of Christ, not of organized religion.
I strive to do on earth as the angels do in heaven.
I struggle to forgive others as I hope to be forgiven. (This is actually VERY difficult because I am harder on myself than I am on others.)
I delight in and am thankful for my daily "bread" - the material world that is a gift from God.

Am I Christian?
Are you?
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I was a mother of three children, two boys and a girl. The girl was the middle child, one of the boys (Jeff) was very young. I had a husband - sweet, kind, gentle, loving (portrayed in the dream by Bob Newhart). I loved them all very much, but I was suffering from depression. Nothing mattered. I felt nothing. Life was too heavy. Too much. I couldn't handle it.

I abandoned them. I left.

(As the dreamer, I suspect that my dream-self was ...incarcerated? ... in a hospital for treatment, but that's not what I felt in the dream. They knew where I was, my husband definitely did. But I felt the guilt.)

Many years later, I was well enough to visit them. They had turned the home into a half-way house for troubled teenagers. My husband ... didn't really want to talk to me. The three children ... now adults ... showed me around, showing me all that he, and they, had accomplished.

Jeff was a joy. He was the heart of the family. Calm, giving, level-headed. A problem solver and full of cheer.

I had to leave because I was only there on a day-pass.

The next time I came to visit, they told me that Jeff was gone. He'd left a note saying that he was sorry. No ... saying that he felt the sorrow that each of us carried and he couldn't handle it any more. He had committed suicide.

Had he successfully hidden the same disorder that troubled me for all that time?
Had my return been the straw that broke the camel's act?

And where had this dream come from?
How can I dream so vividly the emotions and problems that I don't suffer/feel?

Dream

Nov. 4th, 2023 06:48 am
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There had been a revolution - the AI computer in the school had attained awareness and had taken control.

A rebel alliance was trying to overthrow the revolution - to turn off the computer leader. There were several teams of two or three. One of them contained R2D2 and C3P0 ... one of the freedom fighters, a young tech-savvy woman, kept calling them something like "education providing modules".

The Doctor was sealed in his TARDIS. All of his incarnations present at the same time, arguing with one another and trying to break free. They needed someone on the outside, but they couldn't get through.

We teleported into the school, each team to a separate location. I was with my husband, who had been in charge of the computer before it went rogue.

The halls were in ruins, the walls tumbling down. Some sentries approached, we hid. To our great surprise, the mobile unit of the Master Computer was with the sentries. He *knew* my husband was coming, wanted to capture him personally. He looked right at him in our hiding place and didn't see either of us.

We managed to get to the gathering spot, only to discover that all of our teams had been captured and were wearing the slave collars that controlled their thoughts. The tech-savvy female injected both droids with strings of random numbers to disrupt their ability to reason. The Master Computer was sitting down on his throne ... assuming his more powerful sessile construction - it looked like a transformer with several faces indicating the many functions it was controlling. The last face on the row, the smallest one, was that of my husband.

The one gleam of hope was the Doctor, and he was managing to contact a young girl thinking that it was me but she had no idea what was going on. The Master Computer had blocked all memory of the Doctor on those wearing the slave collars, so there was no one to tell the children who he was.

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I suspect that the dream was triggered by the recent infestation of AI art into one of the facebook groups I subscribe to combined with some thoughts I've been having about the meaning of an old Gaelic story about a woman who calls on her Good Neighbours for help and ends up being overwhelmed by them.
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Contando os jogadores.
Apresentando O Bom Doutor
Noticias sobre um cachorro selvagem

Portuguese )
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Apresentando Cheeter, um esquilo e descobrindo uma grande pegada de cachorro

portuguese )
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Apresentando Needle (Agulho?), um morcego
A primeira vez "O Jogo" é mencionado

Portuguese )
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Apresentando a gata, Graymalkin (chamado Gray); a coruja, Nightwing; e a cobra, Quicklime
Portuguese )
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Apresentando os monstros e as coisas (No entanto, Snuff os chama de todos as coisas - a coisa no círculo, a coisa no porta-malas, a coisa no armário. Eu prefiro chamar alguns deles de 'monstros'.)

Portuguese )
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Growing up, the accepted wisdom among my peers was that if you died in your dream, you would die in your sleep without waking.

To the best of my knowledge, I have twice died in a dream, each time my ghost rose up; once to investigate my murder and the second time to prevent my husband from being murdered.

This morning, I began the dream as a ghost, investigating a corrupt businessman whom I *think* had murdered me. There was an elderly lady helping me. She snuck into the businessman's office and obtained some crucial evidence, but he came in unexpectedly and she didn't hide all that well. She ran for it, he tried to take off after her, but I delayed him with some poltergeist activity.

When I caught her up, I found her lifeless body lying on the ground. Heart gave out. Her spirit was nearby, in conversation with another ghost - one dressed like a salewoman at the department store we were in. She'd been dead for a while and had some tricks to appearing to be alive which she taught us. One of them enabled the older woman (she looked about 20 years younger, btw) to pick up her pink purse with the evidence in it. We still had to get that evidence away from the businessman. The plan was to lock it up in her car which we hoped would be investigated when her body was found.

We ended up in the lingerie department, pretending to be alive and trying different things. He went right by us without even looking ... probably because the saleswoman tried to get his opinion on something. (The older lady and I were turned away because he might have recognized us.)

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